Friendship?

Seriously, i don't even know why i try. Isn't friendship suppose to be something that people cherish? What has this gone to? lemme answer that, NOTHING!

Yes, i said it, nothing...

There are 2 person in my life who i find both important and would cherish the relationship i have with them. what i realise is that i would always be the one taking the initiative, the one inviting the other party out, the one that try to keep the fire burning bright! now i dont know, it's like gone to waste.

One would always forget, the other would always cancel! Just can't do this anymore, how i wish i can just enter NS now. at least i'll get to see my platoon mates everyday. Go through thick and thin together. And you know what, i guess, i reckon you cant "Paitau" on each other in camp! You guys tell me reasons, Which i really want to believe but it's so difficult cause i keep thinking its just fabricated reasons! You're my friends, but i dont know why do it all the time!

People say, choose your friends wisely, well i did. And i think, im not that Wise huh?!

such a DUMBFUCK i am!

I might as well just give up, stop trying to keep the flame going on!

I just feel so shitty now, the feeling of just leaving the 2 person who i really cherish! I Love them to loads, i really do. The reason why??? I feel so comfortable with them, feel like ive got nothing to worry bout. Someone who i can Confide to, someone who i can tell my secrets to.

It's all Useless, Worthless!

I'll miss you guys?????

All Grown Up

Look, look
See, see

As all you peeps know, everybody must grow up.
both mentally and physically.
mentally, we gotta start being mature, be understanding, and know your limits

Physically, you guys will start getting bigger (in general) and im not talking bout
one thing only. you know what im talking bout.
and you girls will start getting bigger too, but being the singaporeans you are
not that big! no offence. but you gotta admit that.

elaborating on the circle of life,
is knowledge you guys should know!

like an example of
Twin Brother, Baby Sister And Your's Truly

We were so young!
So cute!
So adorable!
Don't you just want to pinch those cheeks!

We're all Grown up.
Not a nice pic of us, but look.
We're all so gorgeous!
aww!
we love ourselves!
Like literally!

See ya lata alligatas!

Ciao lovelies!!

World Cup Fever

You Can say goodbye to
Bieber Fever
And hello to
World Cup Fever!

Yes, yes.....
Everyone is loving the
so called
"Kicking of a Spherical shape thing on a field "
LOL

As you Singaporeans should know
It's like damn pricey to buy the World Cup tv on your
very own personal cable tv.
it's like 90 bucks!

So I found a way for ya'll to watch it for free and maybe shop at the same time
wait, i don't think ya'll will shop!
Woots!

here's a Pic of it
and guess where its at.
~ladia
yes, yes... It's Novena, Velocity
woots!
This was
The Portugal and Korea
game!!!

7 - 0
great game!!!

so now, ya'll can just come to Novena, Velocity
Sit on the Dirty floor with your fellow Soccer fans
and Watch the World cup for FREE!

ciao Lovelies

- N

To My Dearest Sister!

My fucking god!!!

How could you?!
This was suppose to be my post for you!

Bloody good of a nothing Arse you are!

anyways, what i wanted to blog bout was about my dearest sister who
recently went to Malaysia, with, guess who?!

The Drama Mama Family!
Yes, that phrase up there, I'm referring it to my
dearest Faternal family side.

She was obviously gonna die of boredom,
that's what i first thought, but guess what?!
she actually loved it!
WOW!!!!
You must Really Love them!

anyways, here are the Funeral For my dearest sister.
And guess what?!
i Planned the Funeral!!!
aww, so sweet of you, Nicky!

My better half. Hot!

Wassup peeps!

Nicholas here, once again. since my dearest sister said not to be so vulgar.
I'll try not to be! Just this once, I'll try to make her happy.

Dearest sister, if you're reading my blog,
you better have a smile plastered on that face of yours!
Bloody Nonsensical girl!
*(I'm referring to Naddy, not you Cher. but i bet you don't read my blog. to call you my sister! nonsense! )*

Anyways, back to my topic!
my better half, my girl friend!
Awesomeness!!!
guess who she is....

C'mon, She's hot, she's blonde, She can Shake!!!
still can't figure it out?
aww, ya'll are damn dumb!
joking bout that, ya'll aren't dumb!
But Stupid!
LOL!

Hotness! She's damn Gorgeous!
we'll be the perfect couple!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Awesomeness!!!!!



Here's the Waka Waka song!!!
it's been stuck in my head for ages!!!
LOL!

I love her, and She loves me!
Awww, so sweet!!!

Ciao peepos!

Cabi Song by SNSD and 2PM

If I'm not wrong, this is a commercial for The theme park "Carribean Bay"

performed by SNSD and 2PM...

The Chicks are damn hot!!!

I'm in love with Korean chicks!!!

HOT!!!

New Skin!

As you idiots can see

I've changed my blog skin

and started blogging again!

WOOTS!

If ya'll can't see it,

ya'll are as blind as a bat!

and i'm not talking bout batman!

dumbass!

I'm not gonna promise you idiots

that i'll be that active in blogging

like what i did in the past!

i was young and naive

to think i can commit to a

relationship with my Blog!!!!!

LOL!

**that was nonsensical!**

I Want My Own Damn Room!

I want my own damn room!

Yes, a room all to myself!

a room where my damn stuffs won't be taken nor used!

WHY?!

well, you can jolly well switch place with me

and you will know the reason why!

why in the whole damn dying of a world

do i have brothers who doesn't have manners?!

but are messy and lazy?!

why am i fuming with anger, you asked?

well, i went to my room and found

3 pairs of

USED COTTON-FREAKING-BUDS

on my damn bed!

tell me that isn't over the line?!

tell me that it's hygienic to do that?!

tell me that i wont even give a shit about it?!

WTF!

Work!!! Awesomeness!!

Wassup party people?!

yes, yes. i know that ive not been blogging.

it's just because i've been lazy to type it out.

anyways, guess what?

as you can see from the title

I'm working now.

I'm a Sales Associate

at Puma in Velocity!!!

ok, gotta go back to work!

see ya party peeps soon!

Happy 21st Syirah!

Happy 21st Birthday Syirah!

I know that i only know you

for only a few weeks, a few months now?

but it seems like more than that.

You're a Girl with Confidence,

A Girl with an Exterior as Hard as Diamonds.

A Girl with Senses as Sharp as the tip of the knife.

But,

You're also a Girl Bursting with bubbly emotions.

Always has a smile plastered to your face.

you send off good vibes at first impression.

You know when and what to do at the right time.

You think before you do.

You speak your mind and always friendly.

You're a Girl who has a

Heart Big Enough To Care And To Love Those Who Has Touched Your Heart

Syirah,

Thanks for the words of advice you gave,

even though you did not know me that well.

When i first got to know you,

our friendship were like

index fingers from each hands.

(you on one and me on the other)

but now we're two fingers side by side

twisting and caressing each other

on "a" hand.

*(hope you didn't mind me using the word 'carresing')

That's how close we are.

From practices to facebook and to blogs,

that's the road we went through.

haha! that is quite short.

Anyways,

Hope all your wishes and desires comes true.

And i bet you had loads of fun on your birthday!

once again,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SYIRAH!

Love, Nicky....

(hope Syaiful won't kill me for using that particular word)

ITE Show Choir

Yes, yes
i went for the Show Choir CCA
last Friday.
and guess what, it was hella fun!

i don't care what ya'll say,
but I'm gonna stick with it.

Yes, I'll have to agree
that the show choir was
crazy, but it's something that
i love to do.

Slacking plus Institute Of Technical Studies

Okay, seriously
what do you get when you add
Slacking and The Institute Of Technical Studies
together?

**A FREAKING BAD G.P.A**

Like seriously, in my class
there are loads of idiots who would actually
talk cock, sing song, PSP, handphone
and more to add to that.

how can you expect to get a
4 pointer
with that type of attitude?!

i think, im gonna start mugging!
like actually read up on my topics,
and do up notes.
that's a great idea right?

Yeah, i'm aiming to enter poly!
i'll do in every possible way there is.

But i'm still a lil cloudy
bout entering poly from the
Institute Of Technical Studies.
Like, can i only choose related courses from my cert?
**HELP!!**

i hope i'm able to choose a course
which i really have an interest in.

*SIGH*

I GOT LOADS OF
GOOD FRIENDS.

I JUST DON'T REALIZE IT.

Hey, hey....

Life isn't going as i planned it out to be..
it seems like everything is falling out of place.
i seriously dunno.

My N levels results were not what i expected it to be.
and no, I didn't fail everything.
I failed only one thing and one thing only.
ya'll should know what is it.
**MOTHER TONGUE**

anyways, back to the topic.
To enter sec 5, you need to pass
English, Math And Best Three Subjects
under 19 points.
and guess what, i got freaking 20 points.

I seriously wanted to enroll in A private school
and take my Private O's.
At Bradford Rex Academy, it's only $3600

My mum is willing to put in $2000
but my dad didn't want to put in the rest.
which is like $1600. D=

So i entered ITE...
which is damn Fucked up!!!
they offered me a course named
Electrical Technology.

ok people, seriously?!
do you see me in your house doing fucking wiring?
no way in hell!

so i went to apply for April intake.
hoping to get the course i want!!!
which is
**CHEMICAL PROCESS TECHNOLOGY**
i want to enter that.
BADLY

so now the plan is
Take up this chem process tech
and study full on
to get a damn good GPA
so i can enter poly and get a course i really want.
From there,
I'll have to serve the Damn country
National Service
Let's be Patriotic!!!!

After whole big hoohaa!!
I'm off to New Zealand to study!
moving there with my mum and Stepdad.
awwww...
haha

P/S: Aren't i Good Looking in that pic above... Drop Dead Gorgeous!!